:: Monday, January 10, 2005
BLISTER IN THE SUN
that's it.. I'm bored of the late nights, the eerie 3AM silences, the screeching of car tires in the distance, the gibbering procrastinative minimalist nonsense of attempting and failing to get things done in the post midnight graveyard shift.. I think I've well n truly milked the last creative drop out've the nightsphere.. there's no blood left in that moonstone.. tapped that energy source dry.. and sure, there's a lot of crazy ideas that pop up at 5AM, moments of sublime brilliance.. but, unless I'm out drunk, on the weekend, talkin' utter nonsense into the ear of any poor fool who'll listen.. more or less.. the night is a total waste.. might as well sleep thru it..
yup.. that's right.. I thought it wuz about time I flip-flopped my cicadian time-zones.. and see how the sunlight treats me.. as they say, change is as good as a holiday.. and already.. DAY 1 into this mad science experiment and I've come up with all kinds of nutty creative propulsive idiot motivated energy the likes I hadn't seen for at least a month or two (maybe more).. and no, this is not for the purpose of some button down conformist society ideal and it's weird obssessive compulsive parade of morning people cheerfully sipping their decaf and laughing at the rest of the work-a-day narcoleptic zombies that trudge their way thru life WISHING they had the luxury of my former night owl sleeping patterns.. nay, this is for my own amusement.. coz hey, I'm just THAT kinda crazy.. anything that inspires me to create crazier and more kickarse art with higher frequency and quality.. is worth a go in my books..
so.. call me daywalker, I dont live according to your rules.. but I'm damn well parallel to 'em now.. I'm right there, laughing at ya.. YES, just when you thought it wuz safe to while the morning hours away, safe in the knowledge that the Spoz wuz asleep.. no longer.. it's weird to think, that sooner or later.. I'd actually MISS the mornings.. like, "WOW.. there's hours BEFORE lunch??.. hours when I can get stuff done? coooool!"
for all those curious as to where this crazy madcapped mock chronological conformism will take me.. stay tuned and bear witness to my likely downward spiral into grinning dementia.. YAY!
:: Spoz 4:17 PM |