:: Monday, December 13, 2004
A SWIFT KICK TO THE BEEHIVE
I feel like I've been asleep for months.. either that.. or that crazy Saturn's Return slapped me silly sideways with a full force existential tsunami crisis bubbling on slow drip tap to the back of me brain a few months ago (especially at 6AM - the golden hour for any existential crisis).. and I'm only now just crawling me way thru the rubble to see sunlight again.. either way, bubbling insanity is afoot.. the force is strong with this one.. and hopefully I dont end up doing a Darth Vader here.. and wind up as some wrinkly old bald white guy when the helmet comes off..
yes.. now it all makes sense again, either that or as many would say I'm living a monster case of happy denial again, cheerfully blowing bubbles out've me nose in me own gibbering surreality.. ah fukkit.. ignorance is bliss.. as long as the creative chi is strong, then who gives a fuck?.. if the universe keeps giving me crazy ideas.. and allows me the freedom to realise 'em in some kinda tangible ear drum blasting / retinal frying form.. then oh yes.. that'd be why I wuz put on this earth in the first place.. (at least, that's wot I lead myself to believe).. and I'll serve that misguided directive.. as far as it'll go.. (hopefully at least with some kinda pimpin' cashflow n shit..)
so.. expect a lunatic flood of maniacal outbursts from this ere Spoz in the next few weeks, nay months even.. it's been a long time since I actually felt like giving a shit in general.. and now I'm all pissed off about stuff.. (in a good way) now.. I can get that shit out there.. yeah.. it's GOOD to BE back.. although.. I'm only wasting time here so far TELLING YOU about it..
so why dont I just fuck off.. and go do that then.. aye?
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:: Spoz 5:46 PM |