:: Wednesday, August 13, 2003
it feels like sometimes, that life is nothing but a serious of impending fullstops..
you have your life as it is now leading right upto one of these fullstops.. and then nothing..
weeks away, months away..
or maybe just as far away as this friday..
beyond that point you don't know where the hell you are..
dunno if you're alive or dead..
the same or different..
you wonder if you'll be upto the task..
you wonder how much you could potentially fuck it all up..
deadlines endlessly looming over the horizon..
either bringing freedom or untimely doom..
I always eventually pass 'em with merely a speed bumb to register it..
yet, they always loom over the horizon.. taunting me with the potential for failure..
a screaming disaster, that I'll just scrape past unscaved thru my usual luck against all odds..
dunno why I think this way..
way I cant see beyond them..
why I dont realise.. it doesn't matter wot happens..
the world still spins on it's axis..
day turns to night turns to day..
and I'm still the same 'ol hairy-arse twit..
so, why should I give a flyin' shit?
:: Spoz 5:08 AM |