:: Friday, March 07, 2003
there's nothing I hate more than a situation unresolved..
and here I am, faced with 2 of 'em..
an educational CD-ROM work contract that never seems to find a conclusion,
and an album I'm trying to work on that I never seem to find the time to finish..
with both these projects buggin' me with no end..
(and I'd give anything to just FINISH these fucker's already!!)
it's like they're ghosts, the unresolved dead hangin' in limbo halfway between living and dead, haunting day and night / awake and sleeping, forever floating in my mind.. unable to pass on to a cheerful afterlife of the happy ending..
it's like the worst 3 words you've ever see or hear in a tv show..
"TO BE CONTINUED"..
or one of the 10 most shit films of recent time, "PEARL HARBOR".. the movie that NEVER SEEMED TO END!!
(as soon as they decided to go on that bombing mission over JAPAN.. I couldn't stand it anymore.. I wuz actually clawing at my seat in the cinema.. screaming at the film to just END!)
why won't the madness end dammit?
I need clarity dammit!
I can't be left hangin'.. with my mind spinning in neutral..
drives me crazy it does!
and don't get me started again on this endless fuckin' news on a war with IRAQ,
that NEVER seems to find a conclusion!
oh well.. at least the weekends stop me going beserk.. ;)
(ah, where would I be without live music and Coopers Pale Ale?)
and I wondered why I couldn't find my muse..
it's buried under all this other shit..
:: Spoz 5:22 AM |