:: Friday, March 28, 2003
seriously trying to fight back a rising tide of apathy here..
it's all just the same 2 tone duality monotone philosophical mindless hum-drum surreality being hammered into my taped open eyelids.. as if to deny all other colours of existence, of choice, of any kinda democratic reasoning to disagree or deny such a claustrophobic ideal..
good / evil
allied / enemy
work / sleep
week / weekend
caffeine / beer
on / off
an endless string of 0's and 1's..
the end result of an extremist edge of fundamentalist western dogma..
reducing everything to a dualist battle of extremes..
am I just a fucken light switch?
seriously creatively frustrated here..
I need a world of colours, of differing opinions, cultures, flavours.. viva la difference.. y'know.. all that shit..
this black n white existence they're bombardin' me with..
this war on the tv, in the newspapers, on the radio, the internet, everywhere..
this damn grunt processing job that never fucking ENDS!
draggin' myself thru the weekdaze
living for the weekends..
it's all makin' my mind fog over..
is this psychological warfare to neuter dissent?
white noise to choke us?
as they say.. nothing is more dangerous than a free mind..
this lunatic needs to unleash some serious crazy ;)
:: Spoz 4:03 PM |